God Vision

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Swami says: Nothing is wrong with you: "Where there is a will there is a way" is eminently true. At first the will is your own which has has to be strengthened by the thought of God until you convert it into the almighty will of God.

You seems to be playing a particular game which you do not really desire to throw up. " You can change the game if you will. You are not weak and helpless; every strength and power is within you. God Vision is yours that very instant when you will it with concentration.
Why you don't ?. Simply because you do not choose to ...Sai is not mocking.

He is giving expression to the truths gathered from the depths of visions of truth which are his own experience. Trust and submission to the supreme will in all circumstances means the vision of truth which is the vision of the root principle of all creation.

"If GOD wills: means only if you assert your own all -powerful will. The solution is therefore to awaken the inherent power and splendor of your soul. Do it. You are verily the immortal Truth; the great, deathless and changeless Reality. Be victory ever yours"